RAIMI SIMPLE LIFE BEGINS NOW...

one more final day .

2010-12-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Advance New Year to everyone .
Just a simple post because it's super tiring now .
A brand new year begins soon , let this final day of this year to end with excitments .
Pray for happiness .

Eve of New Year plan is go do Star uniform if possible , go work and enjoy at the finale part .
Struck midnight , kabooooooooooooooooooooom .
A totally new thing for me , eighteen soon ?
Yah , legal age .
Birthday not yet .
Facebook status .
Hahahaha , to forgive and forget .

Why can't memories , feelings and thoughts be erased ?
Wondering .
I must learnt to forgive people and forget the past .
Don't think about the useless father you got .
Don't even dwell on r/s or that person .
Fcuking waste of time .
Move on , and be someone better than them .

A bunch of idiots and jerks .

few more days .

2010-12-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Never say that someone completes you . We have to feel whole even we are by ourselves , for needing a certain someone is not love , but dependency . Wanting a person to become a part of your life is the best reason for having them . So rather than search for the someone who will complete you , wait for the person that will compliment your completness .

Laugh your heart out , Dance in the rain , Cherish the moment , Ignore the pain .
Live , Laugh , Love .

Life is like an hourglass , eventually everything hits the bottom and all you have to do is to wait until someone comes along and turns it around .

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept , things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live without but have to let go .

Good design is a great combination of common sense , unusual imagination , clarity of purpose . With a prerequisite knowledge of structure , values and colour , aesthetic instict and a deep reverence for the love of life .

Finally , to believe in love for life is hard . No matter how sincere you are , the other party would create problems unsolved and an individual suffer from lost of oxygen . But to stay away from all these to happen , it's easy and simple , just never believe in first love . In life , we have alot of humans creation around . Never choose one and made it a forever person in your life . I have gone through shits in my life . Certainly , i would never fall for that hole , that deep massive hole which i have dropped into it and revived to the top of the hole with alot of struggling to do . In life again , nothing beats you in anything be it love or anything . Just stay strong to overcome challenges .

Life is whatever you can say , maybe hard yet you need to stay strong . I told myself to be realistic at all times and now look , hey im on the board . I don't trust individual like you anymore . Im hell yeah having fun with every creation of humans . To have fun meaning to stress out and never get commited . Being commited is when you are already ready to be set of as a pair . Think like mature ladies and gentleman . Although i stepped into that ugly hole , i will watch my steps as i move on . Please do as professionalism . Don't take the risk as high chances you would lose out . Reality is now , this time and place . Just pray hard .

To me , no longer love is a word to me in life . I don't trust in humans with commitments that comes to r/s . I just wanna live my life to the fullest in 2011 because for 2010 , a long journey i have learnt and taught . Enough of all that , just think wisely . To fellow friends , in the world you got to be clever enough to think and react . Nothing can get your way if you can plan all out nicely . Seeing humans is fun , their mind works .

Few more days left and Kabooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom

Belated Christmas Cum Updates .

2010-12-27T05:00:00.003+08:00

Welcoming back Aydel here .

That picture above is the Smash .

A very naise song , I Heart You .

Indonesian boyband , but for me they look like the K-Pop boys .

Awesome .

Im in love with that song , thanks to Louie and Sherry .

Life , friendship ties bonded as smoothly i think .

Alhamdullilah , god praised .

I hope history will never repeat .

I wanna learn good things to have a true friend like you .

I don't wanna loose you .

Cause you're amazing , just the way you are .

Hahahahahahah .

Lately , work never pon but always late .

Idk why ?

Fuck care lah , so what ? I came work for full 8 hours right ?

Big deal come late ?

Alah , becoming a Star like so fcuking slow process .

Haiyooo , will see how .

Im undecisive , should i stay on or chaoooo ?

For some students , holidays for them are soon over .

Finally , not crowded and they can be good students .

Hope so , gonna miss the moments of school .

But nah , wait .

O level results ? So soon .

It's been ages i never blog , do you think ?

Sis Erdle , thanks for like reading my worthless posts ?

Hahaha , some meaningful ones but some like crapness .

Haiyo , i can't sleep .

Keep replaying the Indon song , like so naise gitu loh .

School true friends are getting a wide gap , thats not healthy .

I miss them , not in any order .

Fatihah , Ashiqin and Alif .

Amirah , Sabriena .

Miss them so much .

Xoxo .

When are we meeting babes and bod ?

We should hang out , i wanna shout and scream .

Later is Crew Outing but final for Boss Kuo Fee .

The bestest male boss .

Thanks .

My eyes so pain now at a sudden .

Sleepy i think .

I got the present for Jennifer liao .

Xmas and Advance Birthday gift .

Hahahahaha , 4 more days before a brand new year .

2010 ? 2011 ?

What are your achievements ?

What are your aims for next year ?

What can you improve and never did it again ?

All these questions ?

Unremarkable .

My eyes like sepet , can't type properly .

I wanna meet Louie , Fafaa and Sherry .

Not in any order too , for Countdown ?

Plan ahead .

If i missed out anything , i will do next post .

Counting sheeps .

A new resolution makes the trick .

Life is never short if you don't make it .

Think of a bigger scenario .

Work hard and earn what you always wanted .

Oh , forgotten about Mr Kai or whatever shitzx .

I think broken pieces can be fix back but never in my life i saw broking pieces can never make it ?

You can either glue it or do something to fix it back , not to just throw and dump it .

That is one of a solution , if you saying it to me . I feel like giving a tight slap and quit .

Working with you is part and parcel of life .

Sis Erdle , if you saw this . Im sorry . His your friend/ex and on my behalf sorry if i oversaid .

Xoxo , just expressing it out .

Crew outing his going , what the ...

We see how lah .

I can't wait for the three cakes .

Chang Kuo Fee's cake ?

Naise , boss name .

Hahahahaha .

Too tired for now .

Just regard that you have your mum and sister in life for now - Treasure and Appreciate .

long time

2010-12-15T12:00:00.002+08:00

How i wish miracle would happened .
I wanna witness miracle but not mishap .
I believe in karma because everything i did is for a reason and not for other negative purpose .
I don't impersonate the others because i have my own way and rights .
To others , life maybe as colourful as their colour pencils but unlike mine , so mundane .
Although , that is part and parcel of life .
I just have to improvise if it sucks for now and plan the future with better things in mind .
Just like math , if you fail until F9 smacked on your face .
You just have to make life easier and improve .
Do more practices , as practise makes perfect .
In life , we don't have to impersonate others , just be on our feet and move on .

If you want me to be at the exit door , think of your own first .
You ruined everything , fuck .
I should not have commited in anything before .
Now , i can be reasonable .
I don't wish to continue any commitment in certain things .
Why the fuck am i like posting about a useless person here ?

Aim for something reasonable .
Believe that you can achieve it .
Catch your dream alive .
Don't ever label yourself .
Whatever you do in life , there's a point of learning .
Yeah , we might not realise it as we often are lack of thinking deep .
Our soul may says that we are losing out , but we can win it .

An environment i have stayed for so quite long , i don't see any changes .
Seriously , i miss certain people that coloured my life with colourful pencils .
The things they teached me are awesome .
The amount of harwork is equal fairly to the pay i received .
But im sick and tired of it .
Soon , a brand new start perhaps .

I had my long annual leaves at Batam .
Highlights -
Crazy Taxi .
Shopping Malls .
Hotel .
The ammenties .
Everything , including the peole there .
Like a G6 and I can see your peacock , cock , cock .
Haahahahahahahahahahaha .
Awesome , i wanna stay there longer .
Cool , thumbs up .

Now , life is black and white i think .
Everything seemed to be the same .

I want to shoot you dead .

God is fair to everyone .

i want breakfree .

2010-12-04T02:21:00.002+08:00

Escape from all the unwanted things for a certain period of time .

I wanna breakfree from work and certain problems .

To release every toxic i had and to begin with a new start of a brand new year .

Friends , what are your resolutions for next year ?

Left a few more weeks to fireworks .

Kaaaaaboooooooom .

A year of 2010 had been a something new for me .

Something i did is regretful but yet i learnt something useful too .

See , in life you need to move on after shits happened .

Like in a r/s , true it may suck balls .

But if you are clever to move on and be a happy person , you can succeed .

In life , you must have something you did is a regret .

But look into the bigger picture , it seems sucky but you learn to improve your life from there .

Not to condemn people , but i hate you because of certain things .

I swear you die and never exist in this world .

Pathetic charming ke apeeeee ?

Waaaaah , aydel chill .

Better keep my words , i need a breakfree .

Serious lah .

About work , idk how to say it .

Chances of staying , waaaah no idea .

Pay never increase , people suck some only lah .

If you wanna go Civic centre , just go ahead please .

Just dont stay at Great World , menyampah .

You and that gay can fcuk off , angry .

Horns .

Oh , Happy Seventeen Birthday Fatihah Hanim - Kawan kawan kush .

In life , appreciate if it sucks to the max because one day karma .

Just live your life , i miss all my friends . true ones .

Good morning to all .

black and white .

2010-12-02T01:28:00.003+08:00

School kids .

Seriously , i miss school like so much now .
Like adults says , they feel like going back to school and study and not work .
We , young teenagers complaints to work and earn money and not going to school .
Totally opposite .
Can we rewind the good old memories in school i had with my friends ?
Those epics moments .

Complaining of going school and all , now take a look .
Im complaining of being sick and tired of working .
Seriously , choose wisely .
I want earn money .
So work lah .

Once again ,
Hello December and Goodbye November .

nothing is in my mind .

2010-11-27T03:44:00.002+08:00

I wanna do alot of things at one go .

Happy Advance Seventeen'th Birthday Raimy Aydel .

I super cannot sleep because i just cannot wait for actual day .

Somemore later im working morning , what happens if i wake up super late ?

Enough said , i want all my true and real friends that have supported me in anyways to celebrate with me .

Advance , Actual and Belated .

Blowing my candles on actual , wishes i appreciate it so much .

Loves .

That picture credits to mira rahh camera and edits to me , myself .

I find it naise however outdated pic , it's still me .

Look up *

Naise right ?

Tyvm .

November - Month .

Had been a roller coaster ride for me .

Saggitarius .

Alot of things happened .

Super down , and some up .

But no matter how sucky it turns out to be , i wanna end of November be a happiest epics moments for me .

I pray .

Insyaallah .

But until this month , going to be December .

I tried to forget about my past .

It's hard , i swear .

I went through alot , suffer and pain .

I hate your presence , thats it .

Can i say that smack onto your face kai ?

I said it .

Please , my blog .

Im moving on man .

My wish is a secret .

My birthday special gift , i want a hamster badly . ( hinting , they should know )

My special day to be awesome and everything naise .

I dont need a man in my life .

Soon , end of year .

December .

One year of full cycle .

Imagine , alot of things happened .

I swear , super fast .

Slow down time can i ?

Naaah .

Wishing a better next year , pleeeease .

Next post , i wanna list down my 2010 and then resolutions for 2011 :)

A brand new 2011 .

Hahahahahahahhaahha .

Must slowly , okaaaaaaaaaaaay .

Advance loves .

Love can come and go , but it comes naturally .

Why the f am i saying about love , just missing something .

Fuck the past and plan the future man .

A real man go national service and be a better person unlike you .

Worthless chap .

My eyes swelling and closing , shutting soon .

I want real and true happiness , surprise surprise .

Sabo is not my game , try me .

space

2010-11-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for that day .
I wanna earn money as much as possible .
I want go Batam asap .

I need a space afterall .
To let go of everything .
Goodnight .

Impossible is not a word for me .
Try harder , see your luck next time .

Choose one or not , Honours Night / St James ?
Idk lah .
I dont like choices but it seems difficult to choose .
Let me think .

Bye .
Shouting *

hate .

2010-11-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

I hate you like seriously .

O level had officially over since last week , very slow .
Now focusing on work , like crazy .

Everything i wanna blog is on the pic itself .
I will blog if i got the mood , very busy .
School stress and work also very stress .
How come uhy ?

I got alot to share here , but time is not on my side .
Conti soon .
I miss , any random .
Kawan kawan kush .
The Bakla's .
Awesome Foursome .

Alot of things happen and it's like that , miracle .
But i wanna witness a miracle in my life , will i ?

Hate you like seriously , ape gunenye Prince Charming tak bergune ?
Just f off boleh ?

Deep inside is hate .

a few more hours .

2010-11-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for O level to end today , like finally .
Last paper and free like whatever animal you wanna be .
At last , free from homeworks , school , uniform and everything that got to do with education .
Im so happy that today marked the end of O's .
The day and time i have been waiting for have arrived .
Like wuhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooo .
Uhy , i want that paper to end end end like now , so we can enjoy .
Last few more hours , be prepared to give my bestest shot ever .

Unlikely , today working at 6pm .
But im so gonna go enjoy with my friends and fcuking hell do awesome stuffs .
End of O's people ?
So much of enduring , patience and dying to end this thing .
I can feel it , hardwork pays off .
But the official results ?
Better don't say .

I caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan't super wait for that time for O level to end .
Freaking happy .

O level ending in a few more hours time .

Goodluck and have fun after O's , go strip naked uhy .

what?

2010-11-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

Something eye catchy .

All about Arts .

I want to buy a new cellphone - Nokia .

By end of November .

Work hard and get it .

That is one part or only one thing in my wishlist .

There's alot more to write and share .

So , i just wanna end this O's in a week time .

Timetable for the final lap .

- Monday . Social Studies .

-Tuesday . Nothing .

-Wednesday . Malay .

-Thursday . Nothing on .

-Friday . Science McQ .

End that O's , im gonna have a new life .

Piece of new life .

Just wanna share what's deep inside me feeling and wanting to vommit all out ...

I just find both of you dudes profile picture merepek . meluat sial .

Seriously , korang gay pe sial ?

Kao still can't get over done with your ex , while she is smiling with her current boyf .

Yet , uhy i find it complicated like shit .

You are fcuking wasting your time .

I just hope you leave by January cos i wanna get verrified being a Star .

As for the other half , you better like stop acting if you are .

Go to your Ns and train .

I simply cant stand it with your facebook craps and all .

Fcuk sia .

You gotta move on man , bastard .

Time is moving fast cos no man is waiting .

Whenever i saw you and that gay dude , reminds me korang kawan la tu lah nie .

Mepek .

But people like Sherry asked me , why bother ?

Don't go his profile page and check on it .

Waste of time .

Im venging it more here but im scared it get too hyped .

Im feeling much better now a bit .

Thanks dear bloggy .

I wanna witness a miracle .

But rare .

My birthday this month , off from work .

I want that .

Im bored so random pic lah .

Nothing besides all up there .

A week more raimy aydel .

A few steps closer to reach .

soon .

2010-11-06T01:10:00.004+08:00

I know outdated .

A week more to hold on - Endure .
Strike all my wishlists i had in mind - Confidence .
Birthday - Excited .
Everything i wanna do it before November ends .

I just realised ...

Treat the others the way you want to be treated .

Happy Deepavali - Festival of the lights .
I caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan't wait anymore .
End all this and i wanna do things my own way .

Pointless .

spooky .

2010-10-31T19:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween Everyone .

Spooky . Exciting . Funny .

Im going out to celebrate halloween , epics .

Goodnight all .

Haveeeeeeeeeeee fun .

Watch your back and count your steps .

latest .

2010-10-27T11:42:00.002+08:00

Frustration . Restrcition . Action .

A true friend which binds the ties and hold on it together .
Every courses or anywhere we have to attend , a true friend is right beside you .
Sharing same moments and encourages you .
Stoping you from doing the same old silly mistakes .

What do you want a true friend to be ?

Intention , is everything what things make it to begin .
Just an experience , busy with O's .

You ought to move on and stop with those unmushy wasting words , simply ignorant .

distractions .

2010-10-23T04:01:00.003+08:00

Officially O levels , one more day .

Try photoscape and being creative aydel , i did that on top *
Scroll your mouse up .
My daily life routine which every single effort you pumped it , worth it .
Balancing work and school is very tough .
I cried all worries and complaints but managed to pull through everything .
Seriously , i am having distractions from O's .
Raimy Aydel , can you please fucking wake up ?
O's in one more pathetic day , i am still out not studying .

Louie's birthday in one more day's time too .
Yeah .
Idk lah , stress .

Im so bored of typing .

I wanna do well for my O's .
Don't say aydel , prove it by what you gonna do in the exam hall sooner or later .
I wanna do a career of being a star asap .
Not easy , training etc's .
I wanna see those lights shining on me , you know but not fame .
I want nothing lah .

Im not talking rubbish right ?

You made my life worst before .
But after months past , getting better but not as perfect .
Upon seeing you , the past zoomed in back .
I hate that chorus playing in my mind .
The imaginations in my head running wild .
I just want you to leave asap because loving and hating you is just too same and blah .
Fcuk off man , if not im going .
Heh , wtf ?

Thank you , bye bye see you again - Jennifer .

Realistic uh man .

just another us .

2010-10-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

School And Leisurement .

Why Gay Pride ?

No idea why , no specific answer .

You wanna comment it , my blog my say people .

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay , done with blogging .

Short one sia .

Sat for O level Science Practical Exam earlier just now .

Creative man they sat it , heart pain .

Tired .

Goodnight .

Aydel - the kid .

imagination runs wild

2010-10-17T16:48:00.003+08:00

That effect on the picture - cool .

Smile at the camera everyone *

Epics moments with girlfriends .

Made me smile like a kambing .

I won't wanna lose them because they are the colourful friends i had .

This few days is all about - smile .

Why bother to smile ?

Simply because it affects our daily life .

If you smile to the customers , they smile back - sense of satisfaction is there .

Fake smile - you are ignorant man .

Better to smile and give it a sincere one - simple .

Appreciate what god gave to us , just smile and be happy .

For me , i have gone through thick and thin .

As for almost all , teenagers to adults .

Normal .

To de-stress , people smoke , drink , take drugs and etc .

Some smile and do what they enjoyed most .

It's easy .

Today , my heart says to go to work and replace my sis but i think there's a soul im hating .

Better not , kao berambos secepat mungkin please .

Kimaaaaaaaak , kao ade kan macam aku tak boleh keje paham ?

Im seriously broke sia .

Serious shit , i didn't wanna say that but it's seriously bugging me man .

Uh , money drop from sky please .

I wanna go out to de-stress can ?

For awhile .

Use your creativity .

raimy aydel in the house .

2010-10-17T02:43:00.002+08:00

R A I M Y A Y D E L !

The awesome , best and chaotic new Raimy in here .

You saw that smile he had on his face ?

Recognise his happiness with his true people on earth ?

Appreciate his eagerness to others ?

Yeah man , his no longer that ~~Raimy Rylekk~~ next door boy .

No comments lah but i got myself a new name .

Happy sia .

I like to smile because each smile brings joyous to everyone on earth .

The reason for me to smile widely is to see the past and i managed to pull it smoothly out .

I made up my mind that i will focus until my O's are finally over .

A week more man , hang it on there .

A bit more effort and im off alone out at the battlefield .

It's challenging yet difficult and horrifying .

A tenderness to give up now in the marathon and win like a sore loser .

Nooooo man , that is shit because wasting my time .

Im enduring as you can see .

Weekends - had been out with friends .

To release stress but then i think it's worth while but yet wasting a few lot of hours to revise and you know .

I hate when i can't do a question and i need someone to teach me .

Im not a pro , yet need help man .

Especially in Science and Additional Math .

Power sia , shit to the max .

Sunday - maybe going out with Sherry .

Idk lah .

Im so amazed with the song : Just the way you are .

It is everything .

Yeah maaaaan .

I smile because every human being does it - Fact .

satisfaction

2010-10-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

Art of satisfaction in you .

I have random thoughts today .

Yesterday was worth while studying with mira and sabriena at Macdonald .

Finally today i managed to do house chores .

Alhamdullilah .

For Louie and co , their exams have ended .

They are free birds , finally .

My O's coming in a week time .

Science Practical .

Today was supposed to meet Ms Chan at school , but woke up late .

Tired sia , reached home yesterday at 11 pm .

Today being another round of revision with dear math and science .

I wanna do all Math paper one and cover Chemistry .

With the help of them .

Kalao stress , take a smoke first lah okay ?

Nothing much , got to rush and prepare now .

Do not disturb , studying in operation .

shake hand *

2010-10-13T19:30:00.003+08:00

Thank you for everything .

Thank you .

those i appreciated .

2010-10-12T23:56:00.004+08:00

The behind people who makes it work .

Kawan kawan kush new generation .

Same as for them , the previous post links up the summary of today's post .
I meant what i type , up to you to keep it .
I treasure friendship like a real gem .

True friends that went up and down together .
In any efforts , we made it through thick or thins .
Rain or shine , we smile and had fun .

Remembrance of N's when we made it with tears of joy .
Man , i will uphold and always remember that blast incident .
Seeing you true friends pushing me and made it to Secondary 5 .
Cry . Pain . Hardwork and Struggle .
All those and more to describe .
Words are entangled but the way to do it , means alot .

Now , we made it these far .
I will fight until the end and made it through to success .
And a winner wins with full of determination .
A man of his words , cheyyyyyyyy .

The more i type , the more frust and wanna get done and over with O's .
Feel bad .

Study break , working / slacking ?

No man is waiting for you .

girlfriends' epics .

2010-10-11T03:27:00.003+08:00

Special Epics .
Girlfriends' Super Unglamourous shots .
Hot is the word man .

Im gonna miss all my friends especially the ones in Secondary Schools .

But no matter where we are going to be after this Secondary journey , we will be very close .

Nothing can stop us from anything .

Girlfriends' / Friends that i appreciated very much .

Secondary School had impacted my life alot .

The reality is the outside world where our tertiary life starts .

Look up *

That photo is the shot of our epics moments when we were in the bus otw to Holland .

It was awesome , blast and cool much .

I had fun like O's are finally over .

I can't wait on 12 November 2010 at 1530 pm .

That date and time , im waaaaaaaaiting .

Weekends .

Awesome as again .

Louie , Ana and Sherry lovables .

Thank you so much .

Special thank to louie and parents , for homestay lah .

Yeeeeeeeah .

Nothing much .

Truly , im going to miss all my friends in school .

And congratulation sis fizah and bro didy finally attached at 10/10/10 :)

Awesome kan ?

Heheheheeee .

I wannnnnnnnna study for O's real damn crazy mad dog .

But i just need a tutor and some motivations .

So finally , end of meeting someone lah for you .

Kalao kao nak jilat aleyk ape kao dah ludahkan , forget it bro .

Told you , what goes around comes around .

Remember that word , karma .

I hate you for this , so much so of your world .

Padan muke kao , you won't get her because she is finally happy with her life .

Pukimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak .

Wah , didn't expect me to say all that .

But in malay , you know .

I hate you for this , swear to god .

By the way , is a newspaper delivery that bad job ?

But can earn alot siaaaaa .

It's fun laaaaah .

Serious , come join me and do it , oooops .

I waaaaaaant money to live .

graduation epics .

2010-10-09T02:05:00.004+08:00

Everything for 5 years of education in Queensway is finally over .

Me and Amirah , that girl next door .

Graduation Ceremony .

First two lessons were awesome .

Talking . Bonding . Sharing . Camera .

Everything that started since Secondary 1 .

Thank you so much teachers .

Mr Leong Wei Yuan .

Mr Wang .

Mdm Jaya .

Miss Chan .

Miss Soon .

Mr Gary Tan .

Mrs Pang .

Ms Lim .

Cikgu Kartini .

Mr Ali .

Every teachers that had made me realise myself for the 5 years of experience in school .

School hall .

School Song . Videos . Teachers Performance . Principal speech . Tears of joyous .

Everything adds up to a mix feelings .

I thanked fatihah and shiqin for believing in me .

Hug *

Lunch was provided .

Special thank to Louie , Ain , Fafaa and all lah who kindly served us .

Appreciate but stupid childish spastic ice .

Hahah , joke man .

Classroom was epics moments of my life .

Alif , rabaaaaaaaaaak .

Fire extinguisher . Paper planes . Screams . Fun .

Head home to change with a wide smile and memories in the camera .

My mind was like , Goodbye classroom of 511'10 .

Went Vivo City with Fatihah , Shiqin , Alif , Mirah , Sabriena , Hanisah and friend .

Awesome .

We laughed .

Total epics .

Vivo , to eat and chill .

Paya Lebar Grandlink , to karaoke .

Holland , to lepak .

Laughters like dah macam end of O level .

Home to watch sister sing at Suria .

Hahahahahahhaha .

Two weeks of study break .

I so wanna mug and chiong for my subjects .

Study hard man raimy .

Thursday going back school for consultations .

I wanna do it once and that's it . Smile wide *

Anyone can teach me Additional Mathematics and Science (PhyChem) ?

Kind hearted soul ?

I got my Report Book back .

Attrocious man .

Sucky like hell yeahs .

I hate seeing it , like shit seriously .

F9's smacked on it , Science and Additional Mathematics .

These two i serious / need / really help .

I don't wanna lose out .

N level maybe easy like a piece of cake .

O level maybe my worst nightmare right Seniors ?

Look at the picture again .

Up *

Sorry , chose that picture because is the best of all , i think .

More at facebook .

Epics .

Final say to all Juniors in school as well as who are the future Seniors in Queensway ,

Stay focus because it's never easy .

Core values .

Serious , i followed them in my heart .

Mepek kan if you see this , but true .

I finally Graduated from Queensway

Secondary School .

Two things : I need someone to really drill my Additional Math and Science .

And motivate me until 21/10/10 .

Oh yaaaaaaaaaaah , 10/10/10 is coming oneeeeee more day .

To Sis Fizah and Bro Didy , smile wide *

Hahahahahaha , if you read this should be kening high high ^.^

Hahaha , okay lah .

Late in the morning already .

Mum is sick and Sister scolding me for not washing all the clothes -.- ?

How awesome ?

I need to rest .

Miraaaa can be a detective sia , epics also .

Love all the girlf's .

Goodbye my beloved one and only ; Queensway .

that tommorow ?

2010-10-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

Is never too late to improvise in your education wise .
Never simply give up like that .
Nothing in this world is yours .
There's a saying , there is no free lunch for anybody .

Tommorow is my final day in school .
Graduation Ceremony for us .
Finally .
Two weeks break to study on our own .
Independent .
But i will miss , cherish , treasure those 5 years education moments i had .
Queensway Seconday School - Success Through Dilligence .

It's midnight now .
Struck .
Continue tommorow if got time .
Im tired .
Hope it would be a blast .

Graduation epics .

family .

2010-10-06T20:21:00.004+08:00

Complete family photo .

A complete family picture .
Finally .

An outing with my complete family to Malaysia .
It was not plan to wear the same colour of baju melayu .
Out of the blue moon .
After taking this photo , i realised we are wearing the same maroon baju melayu .
It was awesome .

A complete family is my everything .
Although w/o a father , we are still moving on and living life to the fullest .
But there's some unfavourable moments which i hate most .
Afterall , a family holds the root of one individual .
I love my family because they are the ones i treasure most .
Seriously .
A complete family which brings light and happiness in your life .

I don't regret having a small complete family .
I admitted that i use to have some misunderstanding towards them .
But im maturely well grown up kid , i can think what is right and what's wrong .
A small tiffs can bring down the family , but think positively .
I promise i will uphold the family integrity and be happy .
Take care of my mum and sister .
Father , i seriously hate you to the core but Allah only can prejudice all these .
I pray for the best for my family .
They are the people i treasure most .

Indeed , a complete small family can bring you to shine and stay happy .
I love you mum and sis .
Although we rarely speak and mute to each another .
I wanna cherish these moments .
Bonding is the word .

I don't wanna lose them .
A family .
Where i belong , my home .
My everything .
Im impressed im saying this .
Some people call their boyf / girlf thier everything but to me , family comes right now .
Not saying like aku macam paham okay ?

Should i wish him tommorow ?

A family is my everything .
Watching tv later .

my final say .

2010-10-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

I feel aimlessly lost now .
Losing a whole lot people i treasure , it hurts .
Yeah , im crying for all these .

The key is in me to change everything in my life .
Talking to all you made me cry and suffer all alone .
I got nothing much to say because im hurt .
Thanks for everything .
You all pushed me very hard during N levels and we made it through .
I appreciate it so much .
We do things hand in hand and together .
Now , i find myself trying but to your eyes its different .
Let me find my own way .

Although it hurts barely everything , i hate this part .
O levels coming real soon .
Maybe Allah wants to show me and test my patience .
Uhr , show me the ray of light and il move on .

No mood for everything but im so wanting to share to all of you who understands me well .
Thanks for the listening ears .
Im speechless .
Broken hearted .

Say Goodbye to September and Hello to October .

friendship ?

2010-09-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

That Question .
Different people , Different response .

You can see from facebook and right here at my blog , im facing shits .

As in problems with friendship and stuffs .

I hate to think and resolve this stupid matters .

But what can i say afterall , it's my fault to them .

Im the eye for them to shoot me and make me fall and trip , fades .

It hurts a million but having problems like these .

I find it stupid but yet im going through it now .

What are my faults that you all have been aiming me for ?

Sensitivity .

Jealousy .

Angry .

All this feelings and thoughts .

I find myself weird at times when in school .

At work , i find it perfectly awesome okaaay .

In school , i have to face boredom .

Call the true friends and stuffs .

Yeah blame all you want , let me suffer and get hell .

While typing this , i feel like screaming out loud and shut the bloody lappy .

Abit things like gossips you take it seriously ?

What man ?

You can disturbed me all you want ?

You told me there's limitations but yet you never show it .

Man , im dissapointed .

You want me to change .

And now im trying , you won't see the effect right ?

You made fun of me , joked with me and played crazy things together .

Those moments , our high crazy epics ?

Now , things happened because of me ?

Come on , imma at fault now .

I must be blame because im not that type of person blaming others .

It hurts .

If you wanna shut up , il do it too .

Show faces , attitude .

Stop my journey of running and achieving my O's , and continue working hard as a Beanie .

I can be that , reality sucks .

I have to face it .

But friends , look up *

That question , answer it truthfully .

Im feeling mad , sad and mixed feelings .

For now , i need space to lighter up myself .

My mind , body and soul are far away from me .

I shouted at myself just now and now it's time to reflect and reason all out .

It may sound silly .

I feel like slamming the lappy and float high up .

Kawan kawan kush : Alif , Fatihah , Ashiqin , Amirah and Sabriena .

Sisters : Louie , Fafaa , Sherry , Ana , Pris and many more .

In school , enough .

I need air to breathe and relax .

Should i give in ?

out .

2010-09-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

An event outing with 4E's and 5N's .

Awesome .

Blast .

Cool .

GoodNight .

i stayed at home .

2010-09-20T13:50:00.005+08:00

Read it and you will know .

Those quote is meaningful .

Yet it's hard to understand .

Was so packed and busy with life .

Like Star course , Food Hygiene course and work ofc .

Last Friday , didn't went school because was sick .

Actually i was sick , cough .

Also i have to attend a Star course at 10 am in the morning .

At Springlift Tower .

So pon school .

The Star Course was preeeety okay .

I learnt alot , like how to handle customers heart .

Did lobby and helped out the crowd with 2 others trainees Stars .

One from SpringLift Tower and the other from Raffles City .

Hahahahahahaha .

After the course , Angel said we were awesome .

She will email my boss about so and so .

I want that Star Uniform , tailor made somemore .

Course ended , went to store because was bored .

Jasmine was there .

So work for short hours .

Helped out .

Once Kai stepped into store , i punched out and chao .

Hahahahah .

Then Sherry came .

Blah's .

On Saturday went to work in the morning .

Cabbed work and start at 9 am in the morning .

Wah piang , fucking tired .

Ended at like nearing 6 pm .

Actually i wanna go celebrate Alif's birthday but alot people got problems .

In the end work like full 8 hours .

Help here and there .

Supposed to wait for my sister at 7 pm but i said that i cant .

So dashed out and get changed .

Met Alif at town first .

Then walk walk , met Sabriena .

Then bussed to Bugis from Somerset .

Packed like sardines sial .

So we decided to go for Shisha .

Merdandy awesome .

Went up and ordered .

Fruit Punch mix Strawberry .

Then Alif fetched Fatihah and her brother , Mat .

Awesome , Shisha-ed for an hour or so .

Heee , we did something .

Heineken uhr sial .

Small je , smue chut also .

It was awesome .

After that , played pool at this alley .

Two games .

Me and birthday boy , Alif paired up .

Sabriena and Mat .

Scored - 1 - 1 .

Awesome , both win .

I like playing pool , the sticks .

Hahahah .

While playing Louie came wearing baju kurung .

Hahaa , then he malu .

Sorry loh .

Then walk walk to where uhr , go makan next .

Ate at Sabriena uncle's store .

I ate Nasi Goreng Cine , sedap .

Got prawns , chicken and all .

Then the rest eat Nasi Goreng Kampong .

Pedas .

Then like already 11+ , Ana and her " cousin " came pulak .

The more the merrier .

Then talk talk and send Sabriena home at bus stop .

I was in effing pain , they know .

Funny right ?

Then we planned to go Changi Beach .

So far but with the the awesome's .

In halfway boarding the bus , the " cousin " said wanna go Somerset pulak .

I was like my mind don't know where while the presses the bell and ran down the bus .

My hearts says go Changi and Somerset .

Wah piang ?

Then i dashed down .

I text them Sorry korang .

Paiseh .

Then cabbed to town .

Waited for another bunch .

Elmo is cute , louie you know la kan ,

Then walk after eat .

Going makan place also far .

And walk from town all the way to Clarke Quay .

Awesome , baek uhr korang .

Fuyoooooah .

Then slack .

Saw Voguelicious there .

Haahahahaha .

Awesome yet tak tido .

Bussed home .

Did nothing much , slack like macam paham .

Total 8 people there .

And Elmo was cute sial .

Renoma brands , fuyoooooh awesome . turns on .

Hahahahha .

Sunday , yesterday went Louie house to get change before heading to Food Hygiene Course .

So bathed and all .

Happily trained to Tanjong Pagar .

Saw the Star Zack and his friend Shafiq .

Hahahah , at first i thought he was sombong .

But i know Zack so said hello !

Talk talk for a short while .

Then go in the room .

I saw this person .

Fuyoooooooooh , dari City Hall Mac .

Cair sialku .

The name is : Muhammad Shah Amirul .

Waaaaah , i sat beside Azila .

Former Ex - Queenswayan .

Bonded and make new friends from all stores in Singapore .

Make it short ,

Shah was awesome .

He went toilet and there was where i talked to him .

He is the same age as me , seventeen .

But he is in Ite , idk where . forget .

Hot sial , tapi gigi boley kasih polish .

Everybody is not perfect okay ?

He talked to me back .

I was impressed .

I started the Convo first .

He was doing his hair , styling while i was talking to him .

I suke lelaki with spiky hair .

Macam nak help die stylekan pon ade .

He is very soft - spoken .

During class , he don't talk to anyone .

He is very self person .

During lunch , he didn't went down .

But in class i was damn noisy trying to play hard .

Wrote letter to show my sincere in me but he like ignores it .

Shah Amirul , asal ehy kao ?

Malu or what ?

Class ended and he was rushing .

No chance to say bye .

I was sad .

But got Practical .

He in the morning , im so going to meet him there first .

Get the chance .

But im going to Rc and visit him , Marissa and another soon to be Star .

I can't wait .

Then after course went out with Shafiq and Putra .

Met them while we were in class .

Make friends and bonded .

Seriously , the class is like very basic .

Cannot place food on the floor .

All that lah .

You can pass i think .

Then went town and home .

Lastly , i wanna meet Elmo and Shah Amirul again .

Happy Belated Seventeen'th

Birthday Alif .

I stayed home to reflect and reason out all .

Cya .

those words ?

2010-09-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

Updating those Prelims Grades .
As what i knew .

English Language - I didn't make it , i think D7 .
Elementary Mathematics - C6 .
Science - F9 .
Additional Mathematics - F9 .
Combined Humanities - E8 .
Malay Language - B3 .

Awesome right ?
This is so stupid of myself .
Stupidity is not a fame , you can improve it and succeed .

5 more weeks for O level .
I can feel it , the heat of intense .
This is the final lap .
Like 2.4 km run , 6 rounds around the track .
Now the last final lap , come on Raimy .

Im gonna study A math now .
See yea .

Focus , don't stop the race cos it's not over yet .

selamat hari raya all ♥

2010-09-11T02:03:00.003+08:00

Kinda not too late , Selamat Hari Raya .

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin .

Ampunkanlah segala dosaku / Pardon all my wrong doings .

Spent my Hari Raya Aildilfitri at work , precisely Macdonald / McCafe .

Awesome okay uh cos i enjoyed it .

Serving customers , smile and greet to them sincerely .

Kids around .

I love so much that atmoshpere .

Sister and mum went Aunty house at Bukit Panjang w/o me .

But one of my kindest Aunt gave me and my sister $50 green packet .

Alhamdullilah .

Syukur pada maha esa .

Then work from 1130 - 0800 .

Tiring but love it .

Saw the photo's of one of my Aunt and Uncle family came to my house earlier .

The same colours baju melayu .

Great right ?

I got two pairs ; white and maroon .

I can sense and feel that Raya is so sad because i got to work .

Today , tommorow and the day after .

Awesome .

September school holidays been working .

My homeworks ?

All undone , bagus raimy .

Keje agyk uh .

Finally i wanna say ...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri .

im still awake !

2010-09-09T05:06:00.004+08:00

Gazing through facebook tagged photo's .

I swore , missing that dance moments we had together .

The fun , awesome and crazy epics .

Memorable and forever we made it as one .

Im awake like an owl .

I have no idea why these few days been sleeping very late .

Today best , eyes still wide open at facebook .

Im gone nuts i think ?

Updating ; I got a new Godsister at work .

She's awesome .

Charles and Keith lovers .

We went shopping together at town yesterday .

Lotsa of fun and epic moments .

Yeah , she bought for me Charles and Keith purse / wallet , Cotton On shirts and flip flop .

Awesome much ?

She had a high heels and sun shade .

Cool much too ?

Haven't been updating my blog .

Here i am .

Talked about my yesterday .

Today was prolly okay , smooth .

Work and home .

Uh , louie behbeyy .

I felt bad for paitao-ing .

Sorry louie.

Bought Maroon baju melayu with mom .

Thank you so much .

Mom bought for me one Charles and Keith bag worth $60 .

Appreciate it so much .

Love .

I , myself bought also one more Charles and Keith bag worth $34 .

And my Godsister bought for me another Charles and Keith wallet / purse for $31 .

Awesome or not ?

$100+ branded stuffs ?

School holidays went to work and sleep late .

Never do homeworks and revise .

Wtf raimy ?

Go study and offline now .

One more day left for Hari Raya .

I wanna work with my Godsister at Grace Kids .

Caucasians kids are adorable much .

Part time -> $5.50 .

Woah , that much .

Hold parties and entertain kids .

Anak Mat Salleh kao .

Amacam Myra set tak kao ?

These so called Sweet Septembers alot of things happening .

17 Sept ; Star course for level one .

19 Sept ; Food Hygience Course .

18 Sept ; Alif birthday .

Boss says you ponteng school to go for this course ?

Im like stunned .

Should i ?

I have no idea , but i don't wanna miss this chance again .

Star babe .

I've been working in Macdonald's for like 3 years .

Grace Kids pays better .

How ?

Promised Sherry to meet her soon later .

Perhaps , kot .

I feel bad paitao people .

Sorry okay .

Work , understand boleyy ?

One more thing in my mind .

Fuck sial .

That ex b , who the hell are you ?

And what are you up to ?

Just mind your own stuff ke yi mah ?

Please .

Happy Seventeen'th Birthday Nasita .

I can't sleep yet .

Now im not afraid of doing cafe .

I can froth milk and all .

Bole tahan , i love my job .

Sincere .

But i hate someone there .

To the core , peh pukimaaaaaaak .

Gy jalan uh jantan tak gune ..

Last day of fasting , missing it .

But enjoyed after patience .

What else to add on ?

Naaaaah , will i meet my father during Hari Raya ?

We shall see about it .

Kimaaaaak , kao charming sahaje ?

Gy mampos .

mix thoughts

2010-09-05T13:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Seventeen'th

Birthday Ashiqin .

I am sick because Saturday work from 3pm all the way to 3am .
How awesome ?
Somemore fasting , and my body is aching everywhere .
But i had fun working at that atmosphere im used to it .

Worked at Cafe with Kak Belle , she's nice and awesome .
Taught me alot of things in Cafe .
Thanks Kak Belle , love you much .
Then halfway , went to help main store which is Macdonald .
Did counter as you all know , boring right ?
So Jasmine asked me to stay on and extent my working time until closing .
Cos Zaidi , closer cant come .
So i stayed in and did Mds , pua bai bai .
Alot of orders until it reaches almost 220 orders in total ?
How crazy is that ?

Today i decided not to go work because my body is aching and im very tired like wtf ?
Saying wtf ?
Who the hell is that ex b at my tagboard ?
Kimaaaaaak , takde keje lain peh sial ?
My blog so it's my say bro .
Get a life not to spam people's blog .
Memalukan cos kao yang akan rugi .
Kalau aku dapat cari kau , siaaaap kao .
Sial uh , sot sial aku .
Louie kena spam rabak , he knows how it felt and to go through it .
Salute .

I wanna buy my baju melayu , that charles and keith bag .
Malaysian says it's not baju kurung cos it's for girls .
Baju melayu ehy hussin and aidil ?
I had fun working with them , Cafe mates .
Will take a pic with them soon .

Im meeting sherry and idk who else ?
I wanna visit the atmoshpere at Geylang serai with smokes and noise of people around it .

Ex b , who the fcuk is that .
Please , MYOB okay ?
Mind your own business aytee ?
Don't waste your time reading this and say about me to shut up all .
Siappppeeee sial kao nak suroh aku shut up ?
Fuck sial perangai .

Kerana mulut badan binasa ?
Because of mouth , body will be destroyed ?
Something like that .

That is it for now .
I wanna call Store and inform them .
Im very tired .

September's holidays im working .
And going back school to meet teachers .

That atmosphere of peers , the joyous around it .

A few more days to Hari Raya .

what can you infer ?

2010-09-03T13:18:00.003+08:00

Happiest moment / time ?

Crew boy time .

Mummy Petal was around and someone that made my day .
All were just memories to be kept .
A picture is okay to rewind those sweet moments at your atmosphere you live around with .
Everyone cracked jokes and be happy at times .
It was just those moments of my happiest time ever at work / my atmosphere i live in .

However , things had change now .
So do humans on earth , world revolves around .
I am not stupid to be used like that , karma .

The world is round , humans do anything they like .
Their own business .
My life so it is my say down here .

Celebrating one of my only superior girlf / bestf birthday at Geylang Serai .
Second time for two consecutive years .
Applause .

That picture on top reminds me of my birthday .
November babies .
So today it is not my day , let's just say happy advance birthday to shiqin .
Her birthday falls tomorrow and she is seventeen real soon .
How fast to reach to an adult life ?

So what do you wish for

when you blow those candles ?

friends / studies / work ?

2010-09-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

Speaking honestly , i miss working at that atmosphere .

Part and Parcel of life ; work to earn a living .

Just a short post , tired uh .

Just got back from Alif's house to bake chocalate cake for Shiqin .

Was awesome , we did it kan ?

Now very tired .

Wanna rest and study for tommorow last paper for Prelims .

Yeaaaaaah .

Like finally , woooohoooooo .

September is here , so it's school holidays next week .

And im working , truthfully speaking i miss those atmosphere at work .

I wanna meet those customers and serve them with a big smile .

I wanna end here /

Science Practical was a waste , forgot to bring calculator to the lab .

Stupid me .

Everything today was with my bestf's .

Had fun , enjoyed .

Semue tak puase ke ?

Air mataku membasahi pipiku .

Perasaan yang tidak ku ingini .

You copy machine freako , oh haha .

feeling the pain yet trying .

2010-09-01T21:42:00.004+08:00

Outdated .
Goodbye's that will always kept as memories .

Maripet the gorgeous . Shanana . Dewi . Raimy . En Xuan . Kairul .

At the airport terminal to send off indonesia crew .

It was kind of an outdated post .

Afterall , i felt like an idiot going there .

Stupid people like you malas nak entertain .

My final goodbye to you , see you at bali soon .

Maybe going to bali with my superior girlfriends at the end of this year , insayaalah .

Amin , i so wanna go for a holiday with my friends .

Let me share with you all about today things i did .

Morning went Lavender to do new passport with mum and sister .

Cabbed to Bugis to get foods for dinner later .

Bussed home and online all the way until dawn time .

Did not do much stuffs cos was fasting .

Tommorow is Science practical ; Physics and Chemistry .

45 mins each .

I need to study the Cations , Anions and Test for gases for Chemistry .

To look through all the experiments we did , and i left out one of the practical lesson for Physics .

What a waste , i hope electricity circuits all wont come out .

Hopefully , for Chemistry colour blind is like so good lah .

Let's just do it now for preliminary .

Hopefully , all the best to all .

Meeting mira early ?

Shiqin's birthday is coming real soon , 2 more days ?

Where is her hydrogen balloon of my sculptured body + blueberry cheesecake and white mask ?

All undone ?

Haiyoooh , how sia ?

Now im watching this show ; Gerimis Di Hati .

Is damn pathetic lah , very sad yet i dont know lah how to say .

I hate this part when a husband have a wife flirt and go around with other woman .

Macam sial bodoh kan ?

I just hope you will leave as soon as possible .

And what is Anjing yang tersepit ?

Seeing your face at work is like fucking pathetic .

I hate your presence you know ?

Im lazy to bother all these .

Dah uh , im sick and tired of all these things .

I think i wanna log off and study for my Science Practical .

I wanna at least do it by myself .

I hope i can on the bunsen burner and see the change by my own .

Amin .

If a gay walks around flirting ,

what is your reaction ?

sigh of relieve / fear ?

2010-08-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

Atmosphere in the hell hall that determines your future .

Additional Math Paper One was a damn killer .

You know why ?

I never even bother to study .

At least i revise Coordinates Geometry and some others .

I managed only to answer th last page of the exam paper .

Awesome much ?

For Paper Two , im so going to pumped extra hardwork in it .

Trust me .

We shall see how alright ?

I am left with a few more papers for Preliminary .

Chemistry , Practical Sciences , English Paper 2 , Additional Math Paper 2 and thats it i think ?

Enough of saying .

Im waiting for my father to call me .

Is he a liar or ?

Idk , waited and endured .

Im so bored yet need to study for papers .

Uh , im so confused .

Alhamdullilah .

Is it true you that you are leaving ?

Saw it at your facebook .

If really , il be happy cos one down .

Forgetting someone is to leave the atmosphere and get the reality back with a new start ahead .

Although i did endured to kill time at work , under his hand .

I hate to lie , i put up a fake face .

Going out to Airport was wasting my fcuking time , so much .

Sweet talker mother fucker like you shall be doomed and get lost .

I hope and pray that you will leave for a good reason after what had happened .

May god bless me , insyallah .

My mind felt like explosion soon .

Kept thinking alot of stuffs .

No time to waste because no man is waiting .

Perhaps , i love the way you lie .

Aku tidak minta kau pergi dari sini .

Ini kerana kehendakmu , kehidupan realiti mesti bersinar .

Jikalau kau berada berdekatan , aku resah dan mungkin bingung .

Akhir sekali , semoga berjumpa di lembaran yang baru .

I hate possibilty outcomes .

Neither nor ?

Up to me , im going to wait by th handphone for my father call .

Useless ?

Or meeting my bestf is th coolest thing .

Catch a smoke ehy uh ?

Atmosphere plays a part in life .

super ultimate random .

2010-08-26T18:23:00.002+08:00

Another .

Today never went school because no papers .

Stayed at home , slack and online .

Never even study for Additional Math Paper 1 tommorow .

Im so lazy beacuse i dont even know where to start studying , i meant which topic to revise first .

But im so gonna go offline after breaking fast , im study mood .

Shall see how ?

During prelims , i can even go out and have fun .

Confirm without saying i will fail for these prelims .

Somemore th papers are effing difficult .

So its kinda fair .

I dont know uh .

When i found my old nokia phone , i saw th texts when i was attached .

I felt miserable .

I dont wanna think of th past , reality is now determining your future .

The past dump it in th bin , the future you try to improve it .

I hate saying about love matters .

Yeah , seeing my fellow friends .

So lovey together .

Fatihah hearts Alif .

Ashiqin hearts Riyaz .

Ana hearts Pchild .

Pris hearts Prem .

Pearl hearts Ajit .

Happy for them .

Im going to break fast at ljs , anyone ?

Okay then , after break fast go home and study until midnight .

Then sleep .

Bye friends .

I managed to forget about you , but the presence of you is killing me .

Why must i be so uptight upon seeing you ?

picture will please you , okay ?

2010-08-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Recent .

Picture parade will do ?

I am alive afterall , im just plain bored .

Prelims exam is starting like now liao .

All the best .

The sense of you made me think about the past .

The presence of you , it kept playing in my mind .

Bye .

happy national day ; singapore .

2010-08-10T03:46:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day Singapore .
Spent my national day at work , was awesome okay .

Yesterday , Eve of national day went to town with one and only louie .

It was a so called cocked up plan because it was kinda ruined by me , i think so ?

Sorry lah , sisters forever ?

Hope sherry is okay now ?

Lately she is so fucked up towards us , cold shoulder nampak .

We got to settle things out nicely someday .

Went town to relax because louie was mad at me .

I plan to meet them but in the end after work i went school > performance and only met louie .

He was damn angry , so he shouted at me along the street .

My fault .

My apology to you .

Had fun two-some , went to town > walk around > eat > fire fire > photo taking and finally home .

It was awesome right louie ?

Without sherry somemore , imagine ?

Hahahaha .

Ttyl .

Cya around .

malay dance ; passion .

2010-08-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

fafaa beyyloh , louie skyy , raimy rylekk , fatihah fanatikk and sabriena hansley .

Photograph thanks to fafaa handphone .

I think everyone in the picture look hot , including me extra hot .

My blog , so it's my final say .

Malay Dance Farewell Party was awesome and fantastic .

The food was nice + the games too .

I had enjoyed myself there .

Thanks to Yayah and commitee's .

Appreciate it very much .

I love the game "concentration" .

Hahahahahahahahahah .

Cikgu Juanna did for us some arty bottles , cool .

Thanks .

Afterall , i had so much much with mira , fatihah , shiqin , sabriena , aryfah , lyna and qiss .

The seniors , rocks .

Talked about farewell parteeyy.

Awesome much .

That's for now , i wanna go out .

Mum is naggy , lol .

Yeah , work yesterday was fun .

Start at 5pm and ends at 3am .

Hahahahahahah .

My sis friend work at mac for 4 hours .

She so like my sister .

Ps : Hahahahahah . laughs .

I wanna go out liao .

Bye .

Keep trying harder if you had failed in

it .

venge ?

2010-08-06T12:53:00.005+08:00

The condusive environment to release stress from school .
Especially the people there , they are awesome lah .

School was bored like usual , but my girlfriends are fantastic people .

Work was always happening w/o someone around , having fun there too .

National Day Preview at Padang was amazing .

In school celebration was pretty okay , cos last year was much better .

So much of celebrations in the month of August , including the nearing fasting month .

I am now so into Youth Olympic Games , at a sudden .

Just because im one of the honoured torchbearear ?

Im running on the fasting month , how ?

All the best lah to me .

4 days of holidays , given piles of math homeworks to be done .

What the fuck lah ?

I can't wait to the last day of O level paper , but i am going to miss my girlfriends .

Month of Ramadhan / August : Many obstacles and challenges around .

Show me the ray of light to guide me through the righteous way ever .

I wanna fast for the whole of one month w/o any slightest excuses .

I wanna lose weight , cos i feel im gaining weight .

Get less distraction over food .

Oh yea , oh yea , oh yeah uh !

Let's do a flashmob , any takers ?

Hahahaha .

Must be kidding me .

Sherry : You saw your Fared A much on top ?

Alright friends , have fun this few days of holidays .

I cant wait for Yog games , support !

Haha , till here .

Love , lust but not to lose you .

Don't Stop Believing .

YOG "Everyone" Full Music Video

2010-08-04T20:27:00.008+08:00

Youth Olympic Games .
All the best people .
Peace .

The heat of Youth Olympic Games is coming soon + National Day . Not forgetting , fasting month too . So many things are heating up as well as Prelimanary Examinations . How am i going to cope all this ? I ought to plan everything before head . I need time , blame on me to loose out on studies by spending the weekends with other things that far less important . Crucial year , o level man . Have i realise the important-ness of this national exams ? Im still in my play and hack care mode . I got to do something now before it's too late / it's gone like a piece of paper flying aimlessly . I want to be enrolled in a polytechnic and got my part time career as a Store Activities Representitive , at least in the management team . Years of working at a place i enjoyed carrying out my duties as a ~~crew boy~~ > beanie barista . I enjoyed myself as i gain experience along the way . As life move on , we get to know more ideal people and decided to make friends and be close . I had gone through the real world of hatred and long way of achieving success through hardwork and determination . Typing this maybe wasting my precious time , i keen to improve in my life . Think twice before action being done , i regret something i had done in my life which is not far much important than my O level , i need some time to relax and focus on studies . I got alot to say but i will end here guys .

The video is for everyone . Enjoyed and have fun . Im running for a little distance to support Yog . Supporters , please . You're invited to watch us running as we pass the torchbearer to the other runners .

Peace , love and serenity . Time to sit down and do homeworks .

that song ?

2010-08-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

I am back .
New song + the same me .
Awesome much ?
Quickie post because i wanna eat .
Cinnamon melts , craving :D
Nevermind .
I miss sherry so much .

O level result for malay releasing soon .
xoxoxo .
Sounds gay , xoxo .
My problem uh .

Yours meaningfully .

blank .

2010-07-29T19:34:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the day .

Googled it up with the song title of justin bieber song .

Very busy with upcoming exams and revision .

Non - stop piles and tons of worksheets to be done .

Less free time to relax out .

I feel very uptight as there is no space for me to rest at peace .

The intense is burning me up .

The speed for me to revise should be chaotic .

Preliminary exams are coming + Fasting month is coming real soon .

Pray to Allah .

I hate in a situation of fasting during exams .

But i managed to pull through each year with determination .

Set my mind , however hot the weather is i am going all the way .

Jia you .

Having said that in mind , i miss the bakla's .

Sherry have been sucky this few days .

Im sorry if i ever hurt you / anything .

Love you always , so what if this may sounds gay to you ?

Text me if you seen this .

Truthfully speaking , i miss typing and blogging here .

It's awesome cos' i get to vomit all my inner thoughts and feelings i had in me .

I feel satisfied , thats the word .

The quote of the day : Failure ?

What do you know about failure ?

Read above *

That would explain everything , i maybe a failure once .

But after the hard work i put all my effort in , i strived .

Example : N level , i said i could not make it but in the end i pull through to O level .

Awesome much ?

Also with the help of peers and family excl my dad .

Few more months to go , you can do it .

Now i have wasted a few hours on the internet , for that i can even solve a few math questions .

Right ?

I have spoken all out in my heart .

I feel great now .

Thanks blog .

Im so going to practise on Integration and Differentiation .

Additional Math , who take should know .

Study mood , energy rise up .

Boost .

Special shoutout : Anybody wanna catch with me the Preview of Ndp 2010 ?

Tag my board now .

Reply asap

Friendship wise , i made alot of silly mistakes .

And certain foughts cropped up .

Im sorry to those whoever i hurt before .

Remember , if there's raimy there is KawanKawanKush .

I love them .

Also not forgetting the Bakla's .

Love all .

Much appreciated , im going off .

All the best to 4Na's .

Prelims , \m/

Goodbye / Tata .

I don't believe in anything without hardwork put in .

should i ?

2010-07-24T23:55:00.004+08:00

Erfaa Shah Dawson . Raimy Rylekk . Louie Sky .

I got an offer .
Seriously , the picture above is not to my standard of my editing skills in photoscape .
I wanna be a Store Activities Representitive for so long .
Hehehe .

Ehy , why am i talking about work relation stuffs here ?
Should talk about O level which is coming real soon .
Fasting month and Prelim's are coming very very soon .
How ?

The photo on top .
The ballon sculpturing of a flower .
Very nice .
How i wish i know and expertised in doing that balloon ?
I hope and believe that i can learn and do it .
Have faith .

Being a Star is not easy right Sherry ?
Ask her .
I wanna be a Star :)
Boss reconsidering it because i cant make it for Crew leader , full house .
Nah , not Shift leader .
I think Star better .
Right everyone ?
I love my job now .
From a Macdonald boy / Crew > Beanie Barista > Star ?
I dont know .
Now , China and Malaysian crews are hired for Crew leaders .
Damn , im not jello .
All the best people .

After three years and more service in Macdonald line , i wanna go far .
Work related stuffs = Boring ?
Naah , i love working then schooling .
Hah , i miss my kawan kawan kush and the fun awesomee clangs .
Loves , sleepy liao .
Dream big and react fast .

chris brown .

2010-07-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

Chris Brown ; Deuces .

Love ,

Dueces .

Girls .

Physics extra session .

Home all alone is not fun .

Truthfully , i miss working at macdonald / cafe .

I miss those certain managers and crews .

I will be back soon .

Sorry .

Yeah , tommorow got Additional Math test .

Alarmed , study !

Goodbye .

Don't be jello over me after jelling your eyes at my picture cos after you had jelled your judgement towards me , you watch your back of jelly .

Make sense ?

Tired probably .

gay / straight ?

2010-07-18T10:07:00.003+08:00

Do i look different in all black ?

Awesome .

Boredom was killed .

Cya someday .

Good Morning .

Anyway ,

Venue : Holland village > Town > Holland village again .

Sleepy and sloppy .

Work ?

what i believe in .

2010-07-16T23:57:00.001+08:00

quote .

2010-07-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

Quote that just only fall from the sky .
So , pessimisitc and not optimistic .

I hate reality at times .

Nevertheless , im stucked .

Good Night .

those time .

2010-07-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

Those hits time with sherry .
Great World City > Jurong Point > Woodlands > Home .

Enjoyed myself after work .

Although customers wrecking alot , i manage to crowd clear .

I love my job .

Truthfully speaking , school sucks but i love my friends .

They are the people i love most in school .

Kawan kawan kush .

Very tired now .

Sleeping now .

Oh , i think i screwed up my malay O level oral .

All the best people .

Bye .

problem . sore .

2010-07-11T01:47:00.004+08:00

Mood is i don't know .

Family issue .

Relationship oh - sweet talker - fucker matter .

My mind kept thinking .

Am i being pessimistic / optimistic ?

Decide your life .

No matter what isssues / matters im facing , stay strong .

For the first time ever in my blog post , i think so .

I always appreciated my mother and sister , truly .

I regard to myself that i have no father .

But ?

Nevermind , sleeping now .

And also : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAIZAL A.K.A FAFAA BEYLOH / ERFAA .

Your favourite colour (Y)

Badnight for me , cos im so upset .

Just like being shot by a gun very deep inside my body is called hurt .

Takecare .

memories but i had fun too .

2010-07-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

Sentosa . Crew outing . Late post of photo . Memories lane with someone that is worthless .

I swear once i step upon sentosa i reminded of that someone .

But i had fun there with the crews .

Laughed all the way out until the whole day .

Played water and have splendid time together like so called bonding session .

Afterall , i had fun and an awesome day ever .

My blog . My say okay people .

That worthless guy is not there , so much of his charming looks .

His not there to celebrate .

Im so cool .

That picture was taken by Maripet .

Thanks bakla .

Iloveyou lah .

Hehe .

Although memories landed upon me , i am strong .

Nothing can make me down .

Ehy , your girlfriend does not have a facebook account ?

Hell yeah .

Pompan kao kuno ke ?

So much of typing down at your personal message that is so romantic yet nothing .

Proof it .

Those mushy words , you can keep them in your pocket and shoot yourself dead .

Kao and pompan kao boleh pegy mampos .

Thanks uh kai .

I had enough here , but im not done dealing with you !

Acting nothing just happened .

Watch tv better .

I curse you and your girlfriend .

Bye .

i miss old times .

2010-07-05T22:50:00.004+08:00

Those times .
Are just memories .
But i kept thinking of you like always .
Come on , raimy you have move on .
Just like what louie said at his blog , in life there is someone you must hate !
Why am i crapping the old times ?
I just cant forget it , it came back .
It's normal ok , humans .

Love isn't the in thing for me now .

Relaxing .
Eating later .

Tommorow Additional math and Geography test .
All the best .
Faithfully .

sentosa . waving flag . next ?

2010-07-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

When i get older ,
I will be stronger .
They'll call me freedom just like a waving flag .
And then it goes back .
And then it goes back .
And then it goes back .

Sentosa , skipped work just for that .
Enjoyed .
Home .
Watching the official music video of : waving flag .
That song reminds me of : We are the world .
And going the trip to sentosa reminds me of someone .
Worthless .
But i enjoyed with the companies : sherry , louie , fafaa , paula and pearl .
They are awesome .
Shouted and had fun time .
If work , have to face crowds .
Sometimes i like and i swear doing front line counter sucks big time .
I hate doing counter so much .
So much of a barista beanie but afterall need help at main store , macdonald .
These fifa worldcup fever , orders at mds is so fucking many .
Once the sound went off , ten orders come .
Then next another ten orders .
So decided to skipped work just for that .
That part , i lost because that is equal i got no money .
But i enjoyed going out .
No pain but gain ?
Haha .
Woah , didn't know i can blog this much ?
Random , after so much of not blogging .
Sorry no pictures , as always .

School .
Was shitty .
Because had to go for remedials / group study .
All will end at 5pm .
Tiring .
But i have my friends : fatihah , shiqin , alif , myra and sabriena .
Them = the best people .
Thanks .

Talked about today outing , work and school .
What else ?
Nothing else .
I just remembered that alot of people owe me money .
Better pay back .
Haix .
Nah , ana take your time to repay me back .

Updated , i got two tix for national day preview .
Only two , me and someone else ?
Who , text me now .
Thanks , will not tell anyone .
Only if you read this then you will know .
Fair .

I don't wish to talk about relationship matters .
It hurts so much that i have move on after months of shitty moments .
I learnt alot , never to give in myself .
I maybe wrong , but god will show th right way .
Never trust a word , especially sweet talker like you .
So much of a prince charming ?
Go to hell , kaninachaochibai .

Hey people , i wanna go to sleep soon .
Tommorow is Youth Day holiday .
Only one day , studying and revising for Additional math test .
I wanna pass can ?
Haha , ask myself lah .
But im lazy and idk lah .
Go find math textbook , bye .

I wanna upload photo's .
When ?
Night or should i say morning .
Takecare , sincerely .

Which ?

2010-07-03T03:57:00.005+08:00

Optimistic .

Pessimistic .

It' took me a few monthS to move on and walk away to a normal life . Although it seemed not to be as perfect , i tried my very best to puzzle up the pictures back . Life is like a game , tell yourself to never give up . It would either be a black / white situation . This may sounds emo to certainty , but it's up to you to decide .
My place to say everything out , im no longer a kid to be foolished . You ought to know me more .

Critical thinking can make you go critically crazy , insane .
Last words ,
Good Morning .
What is my emotion now ?

choose wisely : happy / sad ?

2010-07-01T21:00:00.003+08:00

First ,
It's the first day of the month for july .
Six months have just passsed like that , a snap of finger .
Second ,
I wanna do a hard days training revision .
Third ,
I wanna eat now .

Moving on , leaving the past of the six months behind me .
Concentrate , and study hard .
Friends , i appreciate if you could understand me .
Today also premiering twilight : eclipse .
Im so wanna watch .
Hahah , sidetrack .

I promise myself for this time being until the end of the year no relationship as regards .

Goodbye , im missing the holidays .
But my engine gotta boost for the O's .
Night , but homeworks first .
Signing away .

there !

2010-06-30T21:45:00.004+08:00

Ignorance

Bliss .

Yours faithfully ,

Goodnight .

A solid month away , now back !

2010-06-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

Back to post after so long busy with work .

Yeah , now back to school .

Nothing much .

Now , a cafe beanie barista and no longer a normal macdonald crew .

Appreciating everything .

Homework time now , cya around .

I miss working alot , my passion .

Yours truly ...

less than a week more !

2010-05-25T19:21:00.003+08:00

Quote of th day .

All these while , certain guys like you are full of ego .
Wtf , if you don't wish to share with us .
Why bother posting it up on your facebook wall ?
What , only to make suspense to whole lot of people ?
Come on , be a grown up man will you ?
Hey , im moving on here and im trying my best .
Im fucked up with life now .
Uh , i find it stupid kai .
Wake up lah , just my thoughts .
No offence bro .
Im wasting my time .

Less than a week more for my scary O level malay papers .
Shit you .
How am i going to work and study ?
Paitao / skip work ?
Nah , idk lah .
I want money .
Nvm .
As quoted from a teacher :
"Money , we can find and earn in a later way but exams you have to face it and do it once in a life time ."
It hit my mind .
Im trying my best here .
Hey all the lovey dovey relationship , wasting my whole lot of time .
Without the 3 months and 11 days thing , i think i can do much much more better .
I hated myself but now , well im moving on .
Ego man like you shall fuck off far far !

Look here , i don't need your love because you are such a bastard !

Your facebook wall is annoying , even your ex said that .
Never keep anyone in suspense because u will loose it somehow and somewhere later .
Remember , i believe in karma kai .
What goes around comes around real soon .
Ditch a person and a deal is for fun ?
Nak balas budi just for a short period of time ?
Ehy , im not a small boy !
I got brain to think , you fucker .

Your life is gotta be worst cos you said :
A deal is a deal and not more than that .
Just wanna repay back my kindness for a few months .
Fuck you man .
You must be joking , you don't know me that well dude .
Play with my heart you shall see how i repay you back double th times .
You will be ruined , trust me .

Your lucky and special someone , kept thinking of her .
Asshole , bullshit !
Fuck man , craps .
Show me that lady , im nice girl .

I just wanna say i won't be a regular blogger here now .
My O's are coming for malay , less than a week more .
Given 10 sets of worksheets to revise .
Completed only : 6/10 ?
Fuck sia .

You won't see me often at blog but at facebook abit .
I cant like without fb , like omg .

Life is full of mystery , kai i know you won't bother to read this post !

Oh yah , the changi beach trip was awesome .
Will share with you readers soon .
Bye .
Watch out your back , im hauting . -.-

I hate guys who are full of ego in them like seriously .

focus !

2010-05-24T20:38:00.003+08:00

I hate someone who had a deal and wants to repay back without a lasting kindness .

Alot of things are playing in my mind .
I must make up my mind because O's are coming soon for malay papers .
I have nothing much to say for now .
To that someone , last long with your lucky and special someone .
Yeah , im happy for you .
Nothing much .
I wanna do my malay practise papers .
Common raimy !

Everything you did for me is just for a time being , fuck your life sial .

who is that special someone to you ?

2010-05-21T18:16:00.003+08:00

All these while , im feeling happy to see you .
But i was astonished to see your facebook page , who is that "someone" ?
Im just expressing my most deepest and most inner feeling of my heart .
My bad , im sorry for all the mistakes i had done to you .
You broke my heart and now im trying hard and my best to pull through and begin a new life .
For now , i have nothing much to say to you .
No matter what happens , im willing to sacrifise for the worst .
But am i prepare and ready yet for this ?
Im being hurt once , promise myself to move on .
Hey , im trying my very best .
Anyway , i just wanna say all this while you had been a great person to me .
I appreciate you very much .
I knew that post on your page is never and not possible for me , that lucky someone .
To that someone whom is the lucky person to you : all the best .
Im happy for you both but at the same time im feeling bad here .
Nevermind , i have to be strong to overcome anything .
But i don't have the enough strength to move on and lead a better life .
Im facing you every weekend , how ?
Nah , im happy for you now .
This may sound very personal , im glad and happy to know you .
May god bless you .
Takecare and see you around anytime .
I just hope our friendship will continue on forever .
Since it's over , i have no much to say here .
Im crying now while typing these , it may sound very silly and how stupid of me .
I just can't stop thinking of you .
However i must try .
The tears is a precious moments that im wasting now .
You had been a great person in my life .
My first and last , i had loose you but im happy for you .
Let me suffer for this time , i will be okay soon .
Now im crying , i got no effing mood to do anything now .
How silly can i be ?
Im sorry .

Yours truly ,
raimy . the soul searching person here .

10 more days to O level malay papers !

It's not a dream , but actual fact a reality .

learn to live , life and love !

2010-05-20T19:26:00.004+08:00

Should i start doing my sit down and really study and revise my school works ?

Sometimes in life , you can't have high expectations and hopes in yourself .
Because life is simply full of mystery and challenges .
Choose something you enjoy doing in your tertiary life , and thats what im trying to find .
I wanna be enrolled in a poly , either ngee ann / singapore poly .
Ite , im scared of you .
These things matters to me alot , depends on my future life .
Mid year exams are prolly over .
Certain subjects results were released .
So far , i only passed mathematics and malay .
How and wtf happened to me ?
I don't make work the reasons of me failing my exams .
Kai , if you read this .
It's not working that made me fail , maybe the school set the papers very difficult to prepare us .
Im wondering .
But anyway , special thank you to kairul for allowing me work on his shift .
Much appreciated because i was bored at home , school marking day .
However , seeing you at work made my day .
Smiling .
Thanks kairul , i think i owe you ?
Hahah , nevermind .

Im starting to remember the past in my life .
The past of three months and eleven days together .
I was stoned whenever i kept reminded by those things in mind .
These few days , we kept texting but it was random okay .
I also kept having such weirds dream coming upon me .
Those sweet and awesome ones .
How i hope and wish ?
Never could happened , over right ?
Im sorry for this , truly sincere feelings im keeping .
Memories .
Thanks kai .
It's kinda sweet and weird for a couple to patch back together .
Do you think so ?
No idea , never happened .
To alif and fatihah : may you both last long and god bless both of you .
Eternity .
Tell you what people ,
June holidays im going back to school prolly everyday and after that work .
How am i going to cope for my scary O's ?
I already didn't do that well for mid year exams .
But i need money , financially .
Studies , must never abide them .
Im so confused .
God .
My bestfriends are starting to mug and study damn hard during the one month holidays .
But my other companions wanting to dye hair and have fun .
Which is which ?
Uh , im sorry if i would made an unfair system .
Nevertheless , during june holidays im going to really concentrate on the lessons and go work .
Must focus and be strong to overcome anything .
Raimy , you can do it .
As kairul say , raimy can do it lah .
Haha , random lah okay .
Today was actually supposed to go out with sister fizah .
Last minute change , never go .
It's okay , sis you takecare and stay happy and pretty .
People , it's not easy to adapt to new changes in our lifestyles .
But every sins we did , god would forgive us .
However , never repeat the same wrong mistakes .
I swore that i did sins before , im trying to change myself .
It's hard .
Countdown : O level malay paper one and two coming real soon .
When ? : 31 / 05 / 10 .
Am i ready for the battle ?
Resist every desire and temptations .
Trying .
Blog quite alot , i miss texting you actually .
History , oh .
I hope , nevermind .
Kairul , cya soon at work .
Thanks .
I want you back but im scared of us .
relationship / friendship first ?

Back to the top , square one .